February 2011
January 2011
I caught myself saying “need”
I promised myself that I would never “need” anyone
because that’s who I am, thats what I do.
I put it all on myself and never “need” anyone. I’ve gone my whole life living that way but the other day I broke and told you I “needed” you. What have you made of me?
I never thought you'd be a junkie because heroin is so passe And Today If you think that I don't know about depression and emotional pain You're insane And your a fool who hasn't paid attention to a word that I say In a way I can't help but feel responsible, I always knew that you were insane With your pain But I never thought you'd be a junkie because Heroin is so passe
realityisrealitysux-deactivated asked: Why do you break down like so? You are a beautiful person inside and out!!! Wake up one morning and just stare and the beauties the world shows with the sky as blue as the sea and the sun as bright as a yellow neon crayon ;) and then before you go to bed watch as the sky reveals it's mystery blue and listen as the creatures sing a lullaby. The world and yourself are very beautiful but...
Anonymous asked: This is not a sympathy message. I don't know you and you don't know me, I don't know what you're going through right now and you probably know this already, but ima say it still. You are beautiful inside and out, you got people who love you & a good future. Stay strong and it can only get better <3
Anonymous asked: whats a mental attack?
I am alive guys
sorry I didnt reply to your messages
I have a bunch of them
thank you for your worries but ill be fine
Ill reply to a few
last post
im gonna go curl in the blanket and cry
again
I want to disappear.
stupid get away bitch getting back with her ex
fuck
I just want to sleep FML
Maybe I need a shower to calm me down
The klonopin stopped my crying at least.
but of course everyone who says they will be there always aren’t there when I need them.
At least Annie momentarily made me feel better.
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by...
sexandcocaine:
I fought you for so long, I should have let you win. Oh, how we regret those things we do. And all I was trying to do was save my own skin, oh, but so were you, so were you.
esgrhbrd
FUCK it
ima go dose myself with more pills
ticketsandpassp0rts asked: you rant, Glen Coco. YOU RANT. If bitches have a problem then those bitches can fuck off.
Everyone should just unfollow me now
because this is going to be my blog
and i am going to rant
and cry
and hatchet just texted me asking if i was okay
ughh
i wanna throw my phone
I want to break my phone
I want to drown my phone
I want to blow it up
I took citalopram i dont feel any better
ima snort a Klanopin
yeah.
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I feel like shit
shit
shit shit
shit
and i just had a big break down
my chest hurts cos i didnt want my mom hearing me
my eyes are red and puffy
I can hardly breathe
I had a mental attack and kinda failed at it because there was nothing in my sisters room
just kill me.
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People will never understand me, I suffer from things you will never come to imagine nor understand. When I want to be alone it’s only to destroy myself. People think “Oh you are just like everyone else you can deal” or “why dont you get a job” I am FUCKING sick most of the time. No I am sick everyday, people make me sick, and it’s nothing I can explain.I am an...
fuck it
i give up
Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I...
Im trying to lock myself in my sisters room
but no
my mom comes in
of course i lash out on her
ugh
theecr0w asked: I luff you <3
-queenfiend-deactivated20110419 asked: I'll be at Emily's soon. You can cry on my shoulder lovey, just like I always promised <3
I am not looking for sympathy right now so please...
fridaynightfreeforall-deactivat asked: Britty. I know we haven't even spoken lately but I'm here for you love. Always.
youaintgotnosoulpower-deactivat asked: Don't listen to fucking anons, people do care.
I care, and I'm sure a lot more of your followers care too.
I care, and I'm sure a lot more of your followers care too.